bluetowels

I"m not sure. I put on 1-2kg and I look bigger though at certain parts I'm loose. There's muscle definition here and there but it feels like I'm bursting out of my clothes. My butt and thighs feel too tight in my pants though my calves are nothing and the pants are loose in my waist. My shoulders and chest make me feel like I'm going to turn into the Incredible Hulk soon. I still have a sizeable gut though. And my palms are callused. I'm not getting enough sleep because my mum snores way too loudly. Not disciplined with the eating either. Yeah, probably fat. Why am I still lifting puny loads. It's February already goddammit.

Do you know where this is from?



Answered!

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0768120/

Aw I thought it's from a comedy or something but it's from a sad movie. I'll watch it though.

I've got some money to splurge and I need to get some durable shoes that'll take me through any situation. I've long chucked out the high heels (well save for a pair just for special occasions. always with a pair of durable shoes on the ready) and army-issue combat boots aren't good. I've been wearing sort of converse shoes lately but I don't think they're good enough.

I just spent half the day hunting down that same comic that's been haunting me for years. I have faulty memory? Maybe my mind cooked it up but I'm very, very sure of the various scenes I remember especially since I keep drawing the mum decapitation in car scene for years after.

I'm currently lifting only 5kg. It shocks me to find out how much weaker I've become but I'm sure I'll get over it soon and progress. That's the keyword right? Progress.

I really like fish crackers.

I'm just using this for fitness stuff.